i know what my problem is

I do have a couple of questions about my poker game. At the
beginning of a game I try to play tight/passive with anything less
than top pair on the board. Later in the game after I have done
well and have gained the title of big stack, I start to lose my
composure and play loose/aggressive.  Even though I know
bluffing occasionally is a good thing, my actions usually result in
disaster.

WHEN IT IS SUNNY EVERYTHING IS FINE WHEN ITS GLOOMY …

KEEP CALM PLAY SLOW RELAX YOU DONT HAVE TO PLAY ALL THE WINNING HANDS..thats the advice i get i take it it then BANG! i believe i have the best hand after seeing the flop wow make em pay or shove em off the pot springs to mind, SO I DO but its me who pays im left scratching my head and wondering where i went wrong…actually i didn’t the river card came thats what happened its like working hard and getting paid with kicks in the bollocks..
move table change torney that will help. same SAME FUCKING SAME…
i cant win a fucking hand wtf is this it is this whats going to happen for the remainder of my short poker career, i can play but when im suffering like i am lately i am on the brink of givin it all up and sticking my finger up to the world of poker,
RANT 0VER

here we go again

jesus fucking christ why me..i mean if life isnt hard enough, first of all im ill i feel like the world is going to end! secondly the missus aint talkin to me mainly coz i being a class a prick, she knows im mardi when i first wake up n need a hour beofre i can answer a barrage of questions and when im ill im ten times worse.. so what does she do sends the kids to wake me what do the kids do jump all over me coz its fun..
then look bewildered when i aint luaghing
but bless em they dont know any diffrent.
so with christmas out of the way and another year rolls in (pretty fast i might add) i have to really nuckle down and get things sorted. im thinking right i need to make sure i do my set lists.
im big on planning and very presice on timing i believe time is very valuable and if you dont use it to your advatange its wasted.
so i set my time wisely each day i have my family time were i concentrate on our lass and the kids due to the shifts i wrk its either i see them all when i get in on a morning to go to bed or see not at all when im on day shifts so my days of are full of valued time.
just recently we have had a lot of set backs and life has been a challenge, our third child would have been born next week but our lass had a brutal mis-carrage when she was 12 weeks pregnant it but a extreme pressure on our lifes, i am not one of emotions im like a cave man i guess i have feelings i just cant show them. now try get our lass to understand that and its a world frigin war.
more than anything in the world our lass wants two things one a baby girl and two to marry me. unfortuantly the first one ended in disasster and marry her wow thats sumat thats gonna need a lot of planning money and invites i love her to bits but im 25 im too young to get married in my eyes we have been together 4 years why change it now?
so i am rambling a little i guess i do that a lot.
our lass escapes problems by eating chocolate and watching csi.
me i play poker. it helps me keep an edge on things helps me have fun and relax.
i play for fun i want to win big amounts of money dont get me wrong but im a long way off that as tongihts events prove YET AGAIN. i come away from the tables as i am just losing hand over fist i have had a nightmare night i am now down to 26 dollars in my account and it hurts me that i have to start from scratch again. but its a true lesson to me in the art of rng games and going above your bankrolls blind levels.
now if i sat and told our lass how much i actaully lose on poker she would go nuts, however i am not stupid i can work out the value of my bankroll lucky for me i am not short on cash and if needs be can re load i am trying to get out of this thought proccess so that hopefully i do start playing even tighter but again i feel that is experience.
so yes im in a bad mood tired and ill i dnt think i will even start pkr up untill its game time tommorow night is pokerchipsquad league so i think im just going to take some time out and read read read lol anyway its nearly time for my shift to end and bedtime to arrive…untill tongiht

POKER WORLD IN SHOCK

Talking Poker world thrilled
Poker world thrilled as GAZTHEYORKIE takes huge $168 tournament prize. “Fame won’t change me” says GAZTHEYORKIE
By Special Correspondent.
PKR NEWS – GAZTHEYORKIE fought a field of 32 tough competitors to take 2st place in the PKR Regular Tournament and $168. “It was an incredible display”, said one observer, “everyone was on the edge of their seats”.
The result marks another big step in GAZTHEYORKIE meteoric rise to poker stardom. “I predict big things from GAZTHEYORKIE”, said a poker insider, “all the ingredients are there; skill, determination, guts – and a extremely devilish good lucks.”

In a exclusive interview outside of PKR head offices, the press officer for PKR said the following ” over the past few months we have been concerned for GATHEYORKIE as he has been on a downswing fearing his poker career was over before it had begun he entered a regular tournament his prayers to the poker gods paid off for him missing 1ST by inches, having recieved fantastic advice from fellow players whom motivated and supported GAZTHEYORKIE through the difficult stages of the game, he became a winner, here at PKR towers we hope that GAZTHEYORKIE continues in his wininning,”

we cuaght up with GAZTHEYORKIE as he was instructed to go to bed and stay away from ring games where he made a statement ” AUP thanks to all my friends who have supported me without you i would not have been able to get this far…LOOK OUT PKR HERE COMES THAT YORKSHIRE LAD…”

AAAARRRGGGG

well im utterly disgusted,
i love deepstack games no no i LOVE then with a passion but i was outraged last night as a donk was all in or bieng a idiot last night, the games was the 2k deepstack and it was terrible hegot right on my nerves then i got a hand and checked him down can u believe that when its me he checks all the way when i had hit my straight i thought i will let him bet his chips into the pot coz i know 100% this is my pot did he NO this infuratated me even further. and then i let him get the better of me mentally i was playing KK now i was on the button everyone had check/called so i reaised x4 the bb…he pushed all in i quickly called cards turned over he had j9….
i luaghed as he sat there pressing the LOSER button..
flop 768..pfft turn 10 river 2  bye gaz
so i marked his name and i will find him on the cash tables coz that dude aint getting away from me… THIS HAS BEEN EDITED AS I MADE A MASSIVE MISTAKE AND PUT THE WRONG FLOP IN THAT WAS A DIFFRENT HAND I THANK MUMBO FOR SPOTTING MY MISTAKE

league game result and comments

i have been doing exceptionally well in the league games both in the

www.pokerchipsquad.com league on a sat night at 10pm gmt time

and www.pkrnation.com league on a sunday night at 9pm gmt time

and will blog on the following days with regars to my results and thoughts on the game…